I am scheduled for part 1 of my surgery this Wednesday and part 2 next Wednesday.
As much as I want my problem fixed I am not 100% sure about it.
In fact I am more like 80% thinking I shouldn't do it.
I feel this way because it was cancelled twice.
I feel like that is a sign.
I don't know what to do.
I am really feeling like I need more time.
Maybe I need to try one more thing to see if it helps.
I need to make a decision.