I'm not sure why I'm having second thoughts.
I honestly think it is just nerves.
I was up 8 times last night peeing.
I NEED to have this surgery.
Say a little prayer that I get over my nerves.
At least I get to take 20 mg of Valium before I get the first part of the surgery tomorrow.
That should be interesting.
Maybe I should have Jeff record everything I say on the way there.